I was locked in place and became infinity and was tortured for like 10,000 years as I saw the last moments before singularity, with rippling interference as the singularity grew and reality shrunk in chunks and waves. Everything stretched thin before me as I saw the undoing of all, and then suddenly I was in my bed with my cat, sticky with dried, melted ice cream cuddled into my arm.
Also I dropped the ice cream and the cat ate it 
So is this ego death people take drugs for the same thing as the depersonalization that just kinda hits me when I’m sleep deprived or whatever?
Nah, I think it’s a different thing. Someone experiencing ego death will be totally unable to interact coherently with the outside world at all.
nah it made me relive ptsd and near death experiences as an impartial observer while also feeling them… not the good vibe that getting a little buzzed gives you
made me feel like i was living in a simulation lmao. if anything its extremely heightened depersonalization and derealization, the stuff i normally have was childs play
Sorry for you on that. Sounds rough as fuck and the fact that I get even a diluted taste of that already is enough for me.
whats worse is i took a dose that was so weird that it lasted on and off for like 3 days
i was going insane