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Appreciate the commiseration, legitimately

I fear there is none but to find a way to accept your own nature and mitigate the worst impulses that stem from it.

it’s a fucking nightmare lmao

I’m sitting here trying to word mine

It’s like I can only feel positive about something (or someone honestly) when striving for it. When I get “the thing” my mind warps it into something negative, because if i have something it cannot possibly be good.

Booze allowed me some peace with this, but that has faded.

if my ability to feel good about anything comes back I’ll be content. It’s such a weird feeling. I had been getting some exercise these past few months, even if hungover or whatever, and i was starting to be able to get some endorphins from that as well

Now I’m just sore when I exercise. Getting nothing out of anything. Can’t even cum right either lmao

yeah I kept running into the I’m not really having very much fun, I’m just sort of trashed for the hell of it wall a lot recently

If I was having fun I doubt I’d even have really given this the attempt lol

coffee and tea

lol that’s not too far from reasoning

Main reasons for the sudden sobriety is

1. I’m not getting what I want out of it and I feel dependent on it for bullshit reasons

2. Vanity

3. Bank account

My face looks handsome as hell rn too from it lol, bunch of water weight and bloating gone. That’s the main positive

Giuliani at the four seasons landscaping in Philly and it’s not even close

Ill believe it when I see it. All the ones that appear to have any power are hard to describe without using an ableist slur

maybe. i don’t know how they can be competent if they were effectively handed the money as a birthright though.

like i understand the fear, but i think we’re overestimating what’s really going on there

I guess man. Im not convinced anyone with any power knows how to do anything like that anymore, we’re like two generations out from the actual capitalists that ran this place.

infowars is a trademark. the auction covers all his accounts and anything related to the brand as far as i know

Everytime he goes viral he perpetuates it. That stomp clap parody of him that got popular is like his favorite vidoe

I get that they truly believe this shit, I just don’t see them being able to hold the helm of this ship for very long before crashing it directly into the rocks in a spectacular fashion

I do think they will try to get their wishlist, I just do not believe they will in a way that matters and will be able to enforce it lol. Like yeah they got “voted” in, but the fervor is not there in the masses like would be needed for actual factual sparkling fascism to take hold.

I think we’re in the farce

Edit: at least that’s what is publicly facing us. If there’s some actual ideologues behind the scenes using this, that’s another story. I don’t see Trump willingly being used as a mascot like that, but maybe they found a way to tame him idk

I honestly don’t think there’s a strategy here outside of doing like a supergroup of the dumbest people on the planet.

This is the farce. I do not believe any of these people are capable of the sort of calculating thought needed to enact their wish list of policies in any way that actually matters.

It’s literally just to get the hogs squealing and to own the libs. Trump’s effectively doing a TV show

Ive only seen it come up in relation to child support, which it makes sense for sorta. Dad’s not paying child support, put him in time out but don’t remove his ability to make money and force him to give it to the mom kind of thing

Might get used differently in other parts of the country

this is correct except claws are poison and knuckles are fire

i’m pretty sure he got doxxed awhile back, i remember looking at his house on google maps like last year lol