having depression and a shit hormonal condition like PMDD to acommpanied with regular intervals is the worse ; at my lowest point appetite is GONE if i don’t get reminded to eat I just sleep until I feel not so garabe anymore

  • Lonewolf28@lemmy.world
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    1 year ago

    Honestly that’s exactly the way I feel about eating these days. It truly does feel like putting on a show.

    The worst part is I want to put on that show if means I don’t have to feel guilty about not eating. However even if I try my best, sometimes it’s still not enough and they get pissed anyways.

    Damned if you do, damned if you don’t. No one is ever pleased no matter how hard you to try.

    PS: Never apologize for feeling the way you feel. Trust me I understand how hopeless life feels sometimes. I have my moments where I think about not being alive too.

    You aren’t alone in that.