Except for the fact that she kept it, and is forcing me to get a lawyer just to have visitation rights, knowing it’s not something I can afford. Sometimes I think if I lied about that dumb fucking question, everything would be different and I would have a relationship with my baby. There were other factors, more or less equally stupid, but that was a very big domino. I might have dodged the missile, but my kid didn’t, and now I have to fight my hardest just to help them in the smallest ways imaginable.