Maybe you could tell. Maybe you couldn’t. But I’ve been drunk since the 29th. I need to do better and I’m sorry. This is the only place I trust to confess. I need to get better. I need to be better. People rely on me and I’m letting them down.

I’m letting everyone down. Myself included. I hope I didn’t say anything fucked up. Gosh I am so frustrated with myself. I want to be better but then the bottle calls my name. It says “hey tomorrow is tomorrow so let’s get drunk today.”

Lies lies all the pretty lies.