@Gentlewest after the initial frenzy, discomfort, overwhelm, you make this almost sound like a meditation: your hand wrapped around the base of their cocks to set your boundaries, as you worship their helmets and suck on their shafts while presumably they stroke your hair, rock their hips, tell you how good it feels as you eagerly learn their sensitive spots to provoke their orgasms
@Gentlewest after the initial frenzy, discomfort, overwhelm, you make this almost sound like a meditation: your hand wrapped around the base of their cocks to set your boundaries, as you worship their helmets and suck on their shafts while presumably they stroke your hair, rock their hips, tell you how good it feels as you eagerly learn their sensitive spots to provoke their orgasms
Meditation is the right word.
I’ve always found giving men pleasure really freeing and relaxing.