Bullshit Jobs is my first recommendation for anyone who is starting to gain some introspection.

not awake enough

I thought we were woke

BLACKSHIRTS AND REDS BLACKSHIRTS AND REDS BLACKSHIRTS AND REDS

https://github.com/dessalines/essays/blob/master/crash_course_socialism.md

I feel like we need more of this style.

https://en.prolewiki.org/wiki/Library:How_Marxism_works this is how I came to communism